Singing to the Beat

  I am a massive child at heart. I love kids books, kids films, kids toys, honestly there’s a bit of me that never really grew up and I will preserve that for the rest of my life. So when H asked me what my favourite Disney songs were I held out for quite a while before giving in and revealing...

No More #MasturbationMonday

  CW: Extreme sadism and masochism   One recent Tuesday afternoon something amazing happened. I said ‘No More.’ Me, high level masochist that I am. The pain slut who worries that she rarely calls an end to a scene and even rarer finds a limit. I had enough of pain. And it felt wonderfully...

I love Smelling You

CW: Some Fatphobic comments within a fat positive post “I love smelling you.” A statement that fills me with joy, whenever H says it to me. “I love you smelling me.” I reply, because I’m always caught a bit off guard by the sincere lust in their voice and the intensity of their investigation of my...

Baited Butt Slut #MasturbationMonday

H is mean. I don’t think that will come as news to anyone. They are very mean. So when I’d read their super hot writing all about being fisted and let them know that I was having feels, horny feels, they made things worse. They sent me a photo of their gorgeous body, their butt presented like a...

Shake it Up – Orgasmic Exercise

      I love Zumba. I’ve been attending a class pretty much once a week (or more) for the last 8 years or so. What is Zumba? Basically it’s a dance based exercise class. It has a mix of upbeat music and simple dance moves that is quite addictive. It is not an easy work out. It is...

Whipped up and Spinning Around

      I’ve never called Red in a scene, ever. That isn’t a boast, it’s just not something I’ve ever done. It’s not the word that leaps to mind. When I play with someone new I make sure they know that If I yell ‘No!’ I will mean it and I need...

Painful and Pleasurable Release

  “Shall I turn the light off?” “Mmm, grab my headphones?” “Sure,” I lifted up to move off the bed and am forcefully pulled back down by H. “But first…” They ran their hand down to my cunt, quickly finding how wet I was. They grinned and...

Sinking Teeth into my Love of Pain

Pain. Will I ever understand why I love it so? I doubt I fully will because I’m constantly finding new ways to describe my reactions as well as experiencing new fun pain times that call for more pondering. I find myself with more questions than answers, always. Even when I think I know how...

Helpful Boobs #BoobDay

So I was telling my partner H how much I’d enjoyed Zumba with the marks they gave me and in the process I found out that they were horny. So, I was very, very helpful. Incredibly helpful. I totally made it better for my partner, 100s of miles away from any of their partners. I used my words...

Fucking My Dom

  This can be read as a stand alone but it does follow on from Crying Out Loud, Dirty and Exceeding Expectations. So you can see why I look content but knackered! I think this post really works for the ‘Complicated’ prompt because my D/s relationship with H is not what you might...

Dirty #MasturbationMonday

  CW:Knife play, Watersports If you wanna know what happened before this scene check out Crying Out Loud, this can be read on it’s own though you’ll get more of an insight into my frame of mind if you’ve read what had just happened. Also you’ll get double the hot :p ...

Crying Out Loud

  I think it’s quite apt that my post is about pain,humiliation and crying when the prompt is ‘Pleasure.’ This is all pleasure to me. Even though it seems like quite the opposite. It is my greatest pleasure. And thanks to Molly Moore for letting me know Humiliation is the...