A New View #SinfulSunday

  I’m a fat positive, I’m self loving and I take lots and lots of photos of myself to share with the world and certain lucky individuals who I want to seduce. There are still bits of me I try to hide, though. Left overs from years and years (as long as I can remember) of judgement...

This is How it Feels #SinfulSunday

    I’d love to say the bruise was from something passionate and purposeful but honestly, I don’t have a clue where it came from. But I love the texture of it, the soft lines of my stretch marks and the budding tightness of my nipple in this photo. It seems perfect for the...

Soft Shadows #SinfulSunday

  Gotta confess to cheating a bit this week, I love to join in with the prompt, but time, energy and inspiration has been lacking so I just went back through my photos and picked out a few I thought fitted and asked my husband to pick the one he thought worked the best….because I’m...

Lounging #SinfulSunday

  I have had a lovely Christmas. I spent a huge amount of the time cooking and I *love* cooking. I would have enjoyed seeing more people, going to Xmassy things but I didn’t miss the pressures of *having* to do X and go to Y, there was an element of relaxation this year I’m not...

It’s Me #SinfulSunday

  I’ve been quiet. I have very limited energy at the moment and I have been using it for making, wrapping and posting presents to loved ones over the past few weeks. I’ve also started on iron tablets this weekend for the suddenly appearing Anemia that came to join the bad chest in...

Blooming Belly #SinfulSunday

CW: Fat shaming mentions       Lockdown, health issues meaning I can’t exercise in any meaningful way and just the usual winter comfort food have me bigger and squishier than I’ve been in years. Not gonna lie, sometimes I find that a little struggle, my own internalised...

Flash of Autumn #SinfulSunday

  The season’s changing, autumn is here and my wardrobe is starting to change accordingly. It’s always been my favourite time of the year,  the colours of the trees, the chill in the air, my birthday (which was yesterday) and even as I cosy down and put the layers on, there are...

Burn and Unlearn #QuoteQuest

  So many things to unlearn. The words That burn still. That leave a smouldering trail of destruction across my heart. Fat Lazy Nice but not… hot/interesting/ worth the time. Like I committed some crime  by just being me. Punished with words I can’t ever forget but yet I can add my own...

Blossoming Belly #SinfulSunday

  CW fat prejudice mentions    My belly is bigger than it’s been for a long while. And I have mixed, complicated feels on that. BUT I am doing my best to appreciate my belly. Talking her up and appreciating her softness. She is beautiful no matter her size.  I will not let years of...

I Miss Exercise #KOTW

Content warning: Fatphobia/fatism Exercise. Oh, I miss it. So very much. I would Zumba once a week and walk for 20/30 mins several times a week too. I’ve not done either of those things properly this year. I got to a point where I could no longer do the 10 min walk to town, shop and walk back early...