January is always a tough month for me, a lot of it is down to the all pervasive messages that tell me my body isn’t good enough. I have struggled with that pretty much for my whole life (at least from School on wards) and I have more body confidence now than I’ve ever had but it is still fragile. And the constant stream of ‘exercise more, eat less, loose weight’ just grinds me down.
But I’m battling back. It’s a struggle, but I’ve realised I’ve been hiding, not sharing as many photos etc, so I’m stopping that now. I’m getting back to loving me just the way I am. And of course, it always helps when I have some marks to show off. And I was given a beautiful, handmade paddle for Christmas, posted at great expense from my American Bestie to me and I had to have a proper go with it. I call it Xavier,it’s a beautiful beast.
(PS if you’re doing something positive this New Year that empowers you and makes you happy then you go, you do you. I’m not knocking that new year energy, when it’s used for good. <3 )
Oh look, it’s another Miss T’s Spanking bench photo-anyone would think I spend a lot of time here. ;)
Oooh Victoria, Xavier has made you look even more beautiful. I love this image and that paddle does indeed look special. Yeah shrug off those mad gym diet vibes that are OTT in January, they P me off too!
Thank you :) The paddle is ammaaaazzzing!
You’re right, get back to sharing yourself just the way you are. That’s how it should be! Lovely image :)
Rebel xox
Thank you :)
That looks like a VERY heavy paddle . . . so even more LOVELY that you were posted it from America.
And so looking forward to you posting more of your wonderful photos !!!
Xxx – K
It is heavy, but it feels really good in the hand. It’s beautifully balanced. I know. my bestie is the best. I love him to bits…and he made it. Mad skillz!
My what a gorgeous rosy arse – sounds like a fab paddle x
It really is, makes a fabulous sound too :)
I am sorry to hear you have been feeling meh Victoria. I hope that feeling passes quickly. Maybe you might want to join in with February Photofest as a way to explore yourself with images more
Mollyx
Thank you Molly and thank you for the invite,I’m not sure I can manage that level of dedication though!
Unf. I have implement and make envy. Your bottom is beautiful beaten
Thanks. The implement is soooo gooood.